Edge Of The Dark

On the edge of the dark I wait for the sun to rise

oh there's still little light that shines deep in my tired eyes

And when I sleep I will dream of the sweeter things

cause there still a little light that shines deep in my tired eyes

On The edge of the dark I will wait for the sun to rise

cause there's still a little light that shines deep in my tired eyes

And when I sleep I will dream of the sweeter things

cause there's still a little light that shines deep in my tired eyes

Criminal Minds Season10 episode13 Nelson's Sparrow

It was sad, not the kind that made me cry, but the kind that made me feel desperate, like there was no hope. It was the history and all the stories behind those people and the team that made me fall in love with this TV series. It was before BAU was BAU and before Hotch was Hotch. I didn’t watch the seasons when Gideon was there, but what left behind was really sad. In fact, I couldn’t tell which was worse, the old case that kept haunting Gideon, the missing girl that was never found, Reid couldn’t let go,  the emptiness, the case that let them realize they needed so much more, or Rossi was the one that suffered most but has to be as strong as he should be. “Thanks for reminding me.” Saying goodbye was never easy, even more so to a close friend like that. At the end of the day, at the edge of the dark, after all, it was what they built together, and the strong bond between them that meant.

When a good man is hurt, all who would be called good must suffer with him. – Euripides

走出捷運站後先穿過一條熱鬧的街，再彎進突然突兀靜謐的小公園，穿過公園後就差不多到了小書局。小小的建築曾讓我懷疑，才知道原來他就像是斜角巷一般難以尋覓卻如此別有洞天。每次去小書局都是跟不同的人也許是個浪漫的巧合吧！沒想到一轉眼就過了三年，而且都買書買了三年竟然只知道小書局卻不知道他真正的名字。總是神祕感讓我們趨之若鶩，生活裡若沒有神祕感就顯得空洞單調了。

在公車上回想第一次到小書局的時候，買了好多書，和剛上大學的新鮮感，帶有一點緊張和雀躍。瞬間三年就過去了，書架必須再清出第三層才放的下無數教科書，我們成長了，但也因為更多知識、更多抉擇而不再無知單純。這就像是國中的時候懷念小學，高中的時候懷念國中，大學的時候懷念高中，總是無限輪迴的懷念著逝去的簡單，因為逝去所以才倍感珍貴吧。