Impossible

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know...

The Hanging Tree

Are you, Are you

Coming to the tree

Where they strung up a man they say murdered three

Strange things did happen here

No stranger would it be

If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree

Are you, Are you

Coming to the tree

Where the dead man called out for his love to flee

Strange things did happen here

No stranger would it be

If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree

Fifteen

秋末，在台中仍可以穿著短袖短褲的十一月底。

為了讓地下室有更多空間，丟掉了從小一用到高中的書桌。不得不驚訝於我收集東西的超能力，十年前國小回條、十年前的喜帖、十年前的信件，真難以想像這些東西都是a decade以前的，都這樣無缺的收在四格抽屜裡。

Four

Somehow it becomes a deep sad story. Maybe that's why I love Four better than Divergent. It's about the past. It allows me to learn more about the character. The complexity and mystery and loneliness are what make him real.

About Four, he has no one to trust. Not his father, not his former faction, not his new faction. And he learns this in a hard way, from Amar’s death. And unlike Tris, he learns this alone. I love his solitude and the way he fights through all these wonders.

Clean

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean

UK/一天一照片倫敦篇

[註]因為一天只能選一張最喜歡的照片，但是這任務太艱鉅了，畢竟每張照片都是記錄當下最真實的情感，難以捨棄。所以有最大遺珠，那些沒選到的照片，也就是一天選超過一張照片的作弊方式XD

【8/19hey London】

這天早上我們終於不是在寒冷中醒來，而是在睡了十四個人的宿舍房間裡爬下床墊，梳洗完後我們回到volunteer room收拾行李。奇怪的是我們的行李跟來到Brymore的時候相比並沒有增減，這天在收拾的時候卻不像在台灣要努力的塞才能關上行李箱，彷彿某些無形的包袱就這樣遺留在One World裡了。這張照片是在前往Bristol轉車往倫敦的火車上拍的，正是我們所有的家當，窗外轟隆而過的田野景色純粹沉靜，我們沒什麼聊天，只有淡淡的惆悵和窗戶透進來的陽光。

UK/一天一照片One World篇

記得回到台灣後，那等著統聯往高鐵的接駁車時，讓臉發燙的熱空氣，熟悉的發燙感就像那天那瓶讓我臉頰發紅的apple cider。回到家後，吃到了我朝思暮想的炒米粉，覺得是這二十幾天來最便宜的人間美味。然後妹妹終於忍不住了：「妳穿這樣不熱嗎？」而我開始滔滔不絕的抱怨英國有多冷。

然後這趟英國行開始不停發酵，就如同那蘋果紅茶的口碑的傳布。這趟旅程的感動就這樣滲進生活中的每一個點滴，在電視機上播放快一千五百張的照片，聽著那些在英國聽到的歌曲，炫耀著每一樣紀念品。就像Angela說的，我的日記裡寫了一堆軼事，妹妹果真邊看邊笑，「妳的日記好像在寫一個人的旅程有多不順遂。」的確有很多突發狀況，當下的驚慌錯愕茫然，最後都成了日記的一部分。但這就是旅行，走出舒適圈後，飛越半個地球，兩個女生到了英國，搭上火車到一個鄉村地區做志工，然後在世界數一數二的大都市待了六天，好多一生只有一次的體驗，回想起來還是覺得有點不可思議。

在倫敦機場因為第二本半價買的兩本小說，完全重新燃起我對英文小說的熱情，我開始瘋狂的讀著它們，好像這就是緬懷那十幾天的方式。更神奇的是小說裡總時時刻刻提醒著我英國的日子，一個詞、一句話、一個地方、一種食物……到處都是英國的影子。

旅行，一點點驚喜會被放大，一點點感動會發酵很久，讓所有回憶更加深刻而刻骨銘心。

雖然是Angela提議一天選一張最喜歡的照片，卻丟下我獨自完成這間難的任務……